What about being a...?

Bla, bla, world, bla, bla, exciting, bla, bla, Matt, bla, Matt, bla, bla...

- Matt! - I yelled for the third time. He jumped in the chair and looked at me, blinking confused. He gave me that "wah, you scared me princess" look. - Are you listening to me?

He scratched his cheek like a child.

- Errr... Yeah? - he said doubtfully.

Liar. I raised an eyebrow. You're a bad liar.

- Ok, then. What do you think about it? - I asked, stopping playing with the ball.

He waited three seconds before found an answer.

- I think that I'm... Hungry? - he said, with a small grin in his face.

- Ha, ha, so funny - I said sarcastically. - Can you remind me why I haven't killed you yet?

- 'Cause I'm adorable and you love me? - he asked hopefully.

- Yeah, so adorable that I want to punch you right now - I answered laughing, and then I threw the ball to him. He caught it without problems.

- I'm sorry, I'm sooorry ~ - he sang and turned off the screen of the computer. - Well? I'm all ears. - He drew up his legs and put his chin on his knees, staring at me. - Tell me what's on your mind troublesome girl.

I sighed, looking at the white roof.

- I was saying that it would be great being another person and live in other world - I muttered after a few seconds. He stared at my eyes, silently telling me to go on. - I mean, I know it's stupid and impossible but think about it for just a second. Wouldn't you like being a ninja, for example? - I asked excited, rolling in the bed. - You could do a lot of things! You would be really strong and fast and--and you could do jutsus with the chakra! - I almost shouted.

- Don't forget that you could have a ninja-dog - he said smirking.

I started laughing, closing my eyes.

- Yeah, of course - I nodded. - I would really like to have one.

We stayed in silent for almost a minute, lost in our own thoughts.

- What about being a mage? - he asked suddenly.

Oh, yeah, a mage would be... Wait, what? I looked at him surprised. He was listening to me seriously and without laughing at my feelings-thing. I couldn't help giving him a sweet smile.

- I would like to be a fire mage - I answered, still smiling. - It would be great to use fire and that type of techniques, or being that strong and hot and living with a Dragon and-- wait. - I touched my lips with a finger, thinking for a moment. - I wouldn't mind being an ice mage, though. It's kinda cool too.

Both of us started laughing at my bad play on words.

- You know that if you are a girl there, you are going to have ehem, you know, a two good reasons for being a good mage - he said, blushing a little.

I winced.

- Yeah, I guess that I would be a mage with the whole boobs-pack - I said trying no to laughed out loud.

He got up and walked towards the bed, smiling. I looked at him curiously.

- And a pirate? Tell me - he lay on the bed next to me, with his arms behind his neck. - Would you like being one?

- That's a good question - I replied. - Would you like that?

- Me being a pirate, or you being a pirate? - he asked, and then he turned his head towards me. - Oh, shit. I'm not sure what I just said - he moaned.

I closed my eyes and laughed softly. He slowly rested his forehead against mine.

- That's so like you, Matt - I whispered, smiling.

He smiled back.

- Yeah, that's so like me - he repeated, nodding pleased. He waited a few seconds. - So? Tell me.

His breath hit my face. Hot. Sweet.

- It would be just... Amazing - I said, half nervous and half eager without knowing why. - The wind in your face, the smell of the ocean, the sound of the waves... - I recited, counting on fingers. - I really loved the sea when I was a child, you know? Maybe I still do - I smiled. - It's more that big, and so blue and deeper... And it's full of things and creatures that you can't imagine - my voice was full of excitement. - Pirate ships are cool, and I could travel around the world with my nakamas and be part of epic battles. I could be reaaally strong and have a lot of fun and live incredibles adventures - I bit my lip. - I could get the greatest freedom in the world and fight for my nakamas and for my dream and...

- ... And you could be with Luffy for ever and make naughty things with him - he said falsely annoyed.

- Yeah, that's right, make naughty things with... Hey! - I said when I realized what he had just said. - You're jealous or what? - I purr, giving him an innocent look.

- Don't tempt me, miss - he grinned, shaking his head. - But hey, you know what?

I didn't reply but instead I growled softly, saying that I was listening to him.

- I wouldn't mind being a pirate if I could be able to see that gleam in your eyes every day - he whisper really sweet into my hair, and then kissed me there. I blushed. - Buuuuut forget it - he said suddenly, - you get sick in any transport, you weak.

I frowned and I punched him softly in the shoulder.

- You really know how to ruin a nice moment, baaaaka - I pouted.

He smirked. We remained in silent for minutes, just listening to each other breathe. I felt a little sleepy.

- Nee, Matt... - I muttered with my eyes closed. I felt his arms around me. - What about being a...?

(...)

What about being a different person, in a different place, in a different time...?

Stuck in your Wonderland

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One Reason - Fade ft DWB





Slit the throat of reason and reality
Cut myself and scream for their insanity
Wake up to this nightmare that will never end
The main attraction of this twisted master plan

Trust nothing but pain to get me through the daze
Sleep with one eye open not to be their prey
Fist against my face they bring me to my knees
The pressure's crushing down so hard
I can't break free

When I can feel my skin crawl
When I'm about to crack
The hunger for revenge
gives me strength to stand

I will be your deadman
With nothing but this blood on my hands
Stuck in your "wonderland"
I just want to make you bleed like me

Everyday goes by without a second thought
Living in a perfect and controlled project
A puppet of their sick perversion's appetite
Will I be trapped inside this hell until I die?

So what if no one cares
Enough to make a change
I give my bleeding heart out for one reason

I will be your deadman
With nothing but this blood on my hands
Stuck in your "wonderland"
I want to make you bleed just like me

So make me your deadman
With only poison in my veins
Stuck in your "wonderland"
Stagnated by the passivity
I'm gonna make you bleed like me!
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Ninja Stones

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I look at the person in front of me, without hiding my surprise. He's all wet because of the rain. I stared at him. His hair, his face, his deep eyes, his smile, his voice... How can I forget something like that?

- You've cut it - he says as greeting.

I been caught out of guard.

- Errr, yeah... What? - I blink, not sure what he means.

- Your hair. You've cut it. It surprises me a little - he says again. - It really suits you, though.

- I didn't see you for more than one year and that's all what you have to say? - he shrugs, and I can't do nothing but start laughing out loud. - Matt, that's so like you - I sigh. - C'mon. I'll give you a cookie.

He enters the room and walks through it to get to my bed. He flung himself down without say a damn word, just staring at me. Oh, no. I know what he wants just by looking at his eyes. I don't want to talk about anything like that, not now.

- Hey, Matt, maybe it's not the best time right now, 'kay?- I start, doubting a little. Can you stop looking at me like that, please? Yeah, thanks. - I'm really happy to see you, really, but...

- So, you're afraid after all - he interrupts me. I frown. Why is he smiling? - You look like a scared kitty, honey.

Yeah, whatever you say. I don’t care.

- Get out of my bed, dude.

He smirks.

- That wasn't what you said the last night we spent toge...

- Matt! - I yell at him.

- Just joking, just joking! - He pats the bed, still smiling. - C'mon, tell daddy what's wrong.

- That's incest, you pervert - I say while I sit next to him. - And you already know what's on my mind, don't you? Don't ask the evident.

- Soooorry - he rolls his eyes. - Well, If I have to say something about it... I understand you. I understand what are you thinking, I understand what you want to do, and I understand why are you scared... - I give him a warning glance. He coughs. - Don't look at me like that, you're scared, don't deny it - I growl at him. - So, I understand you, yeah - he repeats. - It's a stupid thing, though.

- I already know that, genius - I answer a bit rude, but still letting him hug me. He rests the chin on my head, closing his eyes.

- So? - he asks. - What're you going to do?

- I'm going there, of course - I whisper.

- You sounds really excited about it - he says sarcastically.

- Shut up - I punch his arm and he laughs.

- I really missed this - he says, holding my hand. - I mean it.

I look at him, in silence. I want to say how much I missed him but the words just don't come out right. He hugs me tighter. He smiles at me so damn sweet that I'm about to cry.

- Stop thinking so damn much - he says, playing with my hand. - Just do the things little by little, don't force yourself. Follow your own way, 'kay?

He kiss my neck, sweet but tempting. It tickles.

- My path is full of stones, you know? - I say, making a pout.

He starts playing with my hair, slowly, while letting another kiss on my shoulder. He seems like he's thinking about something.

- Ninja stones? - he finally ask.

I bite my lip with all my strenght, but I can't avoid to start laughing. In some ways, this guy is really awesome.

- Yeah, ninja stones. These timely friends - I said with a sigh. I close my eyes, smiling. A fake smile that I know it's going to hurt him. - Those are the worse, huh?

He kiss my head softly, but saying anything.

And for a moment, my fears are gone... But just for a moment.

Think about those stupid things makes you a stupid girl. Ya know?

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One, two, three... Cross!

Woah, Sashiburi !!

Tras un par de días de fiebre y tener la garganta destrozada a más no poder - y aunque técnicamente sigo enferma, al menos hoy me tengo en pie (?) - me digno a dejarme caer por estos lares para hacer algo que debería haber hecho hace mínimo una semana....

¡Tachar cosas de la lista, babe!

Ganar el Grand Prize in Game Dev Story

Me siento orgullosa de mí misma como capitán de este barco llamado empresa de videojuegos, así como de mis compañeros y trabajadores que lo han dado todo para que estemos hoy aquí, recibiendo este premio por nuestra secuela Negai no Yume, segunda parte de la saga que comenzó con Tsuki No Yume... Arigato minna!

P.D: Y sí, lo he ganado tres veces más desde entonces, pero bleh, hay que echarle morro.

Pedir una pizza única y exclusivamente de pepperoni

¿Veis como brilla la grasa? Mola, ¿eh?


Aquí la prueba de que me la zampé, bien feliz, todo hay que decirlo.
Uh, que getoncio me gasto.


Hacer una espada de Lightning

Para todos aquellos genios que se hayan dado cuenta... Pues no, eso no es una espada, soy yo. Increible, pero cierto. El caso es que ya he guardado la espada y me da pereza así que mañana editaré y subire una foto guarrindonga. Pero bueno, tenemos una muestra de cómo a pesar de haber pintado la espada con fiebre, dolor de cabeza y de que se me haya reventado el bote de acrílica negra encima de ella justo al terminarla - no, lo gracioso es que lo digo en serio-, pues si eres una baka se puede seguir sonriendo (supongo que ayuda el hecho de que haya podido arreglarla, má o menos) sin importarte las pintas que lleves.

Edit: here is the photo ~!



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And that's all for today, darlings ~!

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Things that people say but don't do!

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This was originally called "list", but I think it's fucking seedy even for me, guezz. Then I though about "Things I should do before die/number + years old", but perhaps there are things to do after death (?) Yeah, thanks. Soooo, welcome to...

Things that a Baka like me should do if she doesn't want to regret nothing!

Crear una lista
Ir al Japan-Weekend
Terminar las historias cortas
Conseguir la figura de Luffy
Ver el estreno de “The Sky Crawlers”
Ir a un concierto de: Skillet, Three Days Grace, Breaking Benjamin, etc.
Crear y publicar mi blog
Cosplayearme
Hacer un AMV 
Viajar a Japón
Hacer chocolates por San Valentín
Apuntarme a kendo
Aprender japonés
Tener un perro
Aprobar selectividad
Pedir una pizza única y exclusivamente de pepperoni
Escribir una historia larga
Elegir y terminar una carrera
Terminar One Piece
Hacer una espada de Lightning
Ir a una academia de inglés
Ganar un concurso de literatura
Publicar un libro
Aprender un arte marcial
Enamorarme
Apuntarme a alguna actividad
Comerme una tarrina de helado (Stracciatella) de una sentada
Escribir la letra de una canción
Escribir un fic en Inglés
Cortarme el pelo yo misma
Crear mi propio plato de cocina y comérmelo
Desnudarme y derramarme por encima una botella de algo que no sea agua
Ir a un karaoke y cantar hasta quedarme afónica
Vivir la típica historia/encuentro de amor de todo Shojo
Tener una foto con alguien famoso
Hacer cosplay de pareja
Hacer cosplay grupal
Bañarme desnuda en un lago o similar
Inventarme un personaje y fingir que soy él todo un día
Aprender cómo hacer la voltereta lateral
Ganar el Grand Prize in Game Dev Story
Conseguir hacer una "U" con la lengua
Aprender a jugar basket decentemente
Hacer una pompa gigante de chicle y que me explote en la cara
Liarme con un tío desconocido (o que me guste) cosplayeado de un pj que me mole
Ver al menos 50 animes
Ver al menos 100 animes
Leer Scott Pilgrim
Comprobar si un día de lluvia soy sexy mojada y demases
Llamar a un número al azar, y cuando contesten decir: "Sabemos que eres una buena persona. Sigue así. Tú subirás a la nave".

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 Well, I was thinking that if I write those things here maybe some type of magic will come to my room and do "buru buru bara"! And then I could do some of them... Errr, yeah, something like that, huh? Anywaaaaay, I'm sure I will be adding more and I think it would be nice if I could do at least one or two...

And maybe I should post something to prove it, duh!

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I'm going down

You're Going Down (acoustic) - Sick Puppies





Define your meaning of war
To me it's what we do when we're bored
I feel the heat coming off of the blacktop
And it makes me want it more
Because I'm hyped up, outta control
If it's a fight I'm ready to go
I wouldn't put my money on the other guy
If you know what I know that I know

It's been a long time coming
And the tables' turned around
Cause one of us is goin'
One of us is goin' down
I'm not running, it's a little different now
Cause one of us is goin'

One of us is goin' down

Define your meaning of fun
To me it's when we're getting done
I feel the heat coming off of the blacktop
So get ready for another one
Let's take a trip down memory lane
The words circulate in my brain
You can treat this like another all the same
But don't cry like a bitch when you feel the pain

It's been a long time coming (...)

One of us is goin' down

This is hardly worth fighting for
But it's the little petty shit that I can't ignore
With my fist in your face and your face on the floor
It'll be a long time coming
But you got the message now
Cause I was never going
Yeah, you're the one that's going down

One of us is goin' down
I'm not running,
it's a little different now
Cause one of us is goin'

One of us is goin' down
One of us is goin' down
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TIme pass away

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(...)

Con pasos silenciosos avanzo hacia ella, embelesado, como quien se acerca a un espejismo que teme que desaparezca. En cuanto puedo la rodeo con mis brazos por la cintura y aunque se sobresalta un momento, se relaja con la misma rapidez. Cubre sus manos con las mías, acariciándolas con la yema de los dedos.

- Te echaba de menos – afirma. Aunque no veo su rostro, sé que está sonriendo.

El agarre se deshace cuando se voltea para estar cara a cara. Retrocedo un par de pasos, con una pequeña sonrisa en los labios, contemplándola. La tela del camisón es tan fina que deja ver a través de ella claramente, como un manto invisible, y estoy seguro de que el tacto de su piel es igual de suave con o sin ella. Observo la pequeña arruga en su cuello, la forma de sus pechos, la curva de su cadera. Por un momento me imagino acariciándolo de nuevo. No puedo pensar en nada más, sólo en ella, en mí, en nosotros. Trago saliva. Es perfecta. Siento un cosquilleo en el estómago. Es realmente hermosa.

Me doy cuenta tarde de que sus ojos verdes me han atrapado.

- Dilo – murmura de pronto. – No te lo calles, dímelo.

Aún después de tantos años, sigue fascinándome la facilidad con que lee en mi interior.

- Eres hermosa – le concedo, alzando la mirada. – Toda tú, pequeña. Completamente hermosa.

- Tócame – su voz suena segura, tranquila.

No dudo un segundo en cumplir sus palabras. Sus pechos, menudos y redondos, se estremecen bajo el tacto de mi mano; los aprieto con suavidad. Siento como sus pezones se endurecen inevitablemente ante el roce de mis dedos mientras mi otra mano, furtiva, se desliza por su costado en una caricia hasta sus caderas.

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