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I can't escape from the images of when I fell...I was scared of believing and I cried. I shouted "I wanna be strong. I need to become strong"... I'm tired of my cries drowning in the wind. "The pain makes you stronger"... "The pain protects you"... But when the pain is stronger than you, you can only fall into the abyss. And maybe you can never go out. And that's scary.
I feel that I can't fight for myself, that every step I take forward is pulling me away. I want to smile, It's all I need... but I can't. I feel like my shadow leads me to the dark. And if I fall asleep in it, I will only have nightmares ... right?
I realize the screaming pain
Hearing loud in my brain
But I'm going straight ahead with the scar
Wasurete shimae ba ii yo kanji naku nacchae ba ii
Surimuita kokoro ni oyo o shitanda
Kizutsuitatte heiki da yo mou itami wa nai kara ne
Sono ashi o hi ki zuri nagara mo
Miushinatta jibun jishin ga
Oto o tatete kuzureteita
Kizukeba kaze no oto dake ga
Tsutae ni kita yo kizuata o tadatte
Sekai ni oshitsubu sarete shimau mae ni
Oboeteru kana namida no sora o
Ano itami ga kimi no koto o omotte kureta
Sono itami ga itsumo kimi o matterun da
(Can you hear me?... So am I)
So... Should I stop feeling?
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