miércoles, 21 de diciembre de 2011

Playing with colors


 - I'm sooo bored... - he whines for the third time, looking at me.

- Yeah... - I murmur, not paying too much attention to him.

- I can't get to sleep - he talks again.

- Aham... - I say, without looking away from the book.

He frowns and mutters a not so pretty word against me. I roll my eyes and ignore him.

After a few seconds, he interrumpts me again.

- Hey! - he exclaims suddenly, jumping in the bed excited. - Let's play a game!

I groan. I know he won't leave me in peace until I say yes.

- Shoot - I whisper, turning back to him.

He scratches his cheek.

- Well, I choose a color right? And then you have to say the first thing that comes to your mind - he explains, moving his hands up and down. - It's easy, isn't it?

He can't be serious.
Or so I though.  I look at his eyes. Oh damn, he is.

- Do what you want, Matt - I snort in response. He's going to do it anyway.

He give me a huge smile.

- Red! - he shouts.

Woh. That was fast.

- Blood - I answer automatically.

He blinks. I blink. He blinks again.

- I'm not sure of playing this game anymore... - he pouts, curling up over himself.

I can't avoid laughing, asking forgiveness with my eyes.

- Wah, he's so cute - I think, biting my lips. - Sorry, Matt. Go ahead - I tell him.

He starts again.

- Orange.

- This room.

He nods.

- Uhm... Brown.

- Poop.

He tilts his head to one side.

- Feel like a five years old? - he asks me, smirking.

I frown.

- Shut up. You said anything would be fine - I defending myself.

He sticks out his tongue

- ¿Blue?

I wait for a few seconds before answering him.

- Freedom.

He look at me in a sweet way. Probably, he knew that I would say that.

- Grey.

- What the...? - I complain. - Don't you have a better colour?

- Just answer, whiner.

I look at him pissed off, but immediately I think about my answer.

- I gues... ¿Gray? - I say, doubtful.

- That was a bad pun - he says, and I shrug. It's not like I care about it anyway.

- What about green?

- I don't know, I guess nature or something like that - I say, and then I make a funny face. - Or maybe Piccolo. He was one of the best characters from Dragon Ball!

He throws me a stuffed animal.


- Be serious! - he says, falsely annoyed. I smile. - Uhm... And purple?

- My new trousers - I reply.

- Bleh, that's boooooring - he grins.

- Shut up! - I said laughing. - I couldn't think about any other thing!

- Yeah, I got it, I got it. Don't bite me puppy - he joks. - So, now... Black.

- Darkness... - I say, not sure about it.  - But in a good way, I think.

He nods.

- And finally.... White!

- Sex - that's the first word that come to my mind.

He raises an eyebrow.

- Seriously? - he asks me surprised. - You know, it's supossed to mean something like "pure" or "virginity" and those cute things...

I smirk and look at him.

- And also is the color of the white stuff that flows out when you guys...

He raises his arms and shakes his head, interrupting me.

- Wait there, honey. I don't want to hear something like that from your mouth - he says serious, but even so he is smiling. - At least not if we aren't in a bed and you don't wear less clothes.

I shrug, trying not to laugh out loud.

- You asked for that, weirdo.

He doesn't say anything for a minute, and that disappoints me a little.

- So? That's all? - I ask, raising an eyebrow. - I don't win a prize or something? - he shakes his head and I let out a sigh. - Boredom is not made for you, Matt.

He smiles, but still doesn't say a word.

- And what about you? - I ask, trying to distract me. - I don't know... Green, for example.

He shrugs.

- I don't mind.

I groan. That's so like him.

- It's not fair. I had to respond to everything - I pout. -  You're not funny at all.

He laughs.

- That's not what I meant - he says.

I blink confused, silently telling him to go on.

- Every color reminds me about you - he says simply. - So it doesn't matter which color will you choose. The asnwer will be the same every time. Just you - he smirks. - Always you.

I open my mouth, but the words don't come out. I feel my cheeks burn.

- You're blushing - he says amused.

I get up quickly and covered his face with the pillow.

- I'm not blushing! Shut up! - I shout at him. He smiles under the pillow.

Neither of us move for a few seconds.

- You're everything - he finally whispers.

I blush even harder.

- Shut up - I murmur, falling into his lap. I bit my lip, trying no to smile. - Just... agh, shut up.



'Cause the world it's not just black and white.


lunes, 12 de diciembre de 2011

Until the end




"Make it hurt. Crave the pain of my life into my soul."




If it's your wish...

I will follow you everywhere.

Even if your throne crumbles and your shiny crown turns to rust. Even if the empty shells of pawns pile up endlessly and we rest upon their decaying bodies... Beside you as you lie softly down... I will be.

Until I hear the words...

"Check mate."



You call my name.
I come to you in pieces.
So you can make me whole.


(...)