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One Reason - Fade ft DWB
Slit the throat of reason and reality
Cut myself and scream for their insanity
Wake up to this nightmare that will never end
The main attraction of this twisted master plan
Trust nothing but pain to get me through the daze
Sleep with one eye open not to be their prey
Fist against my face they bring me to my knees
The pressure's crushing down so hard
I can't break free
When I can feel my skin crawl
When I'm about to crack
The hunger for revenge
gives me strength to stand
I will be your deadman
With nothing but this blood on my hands
Stuck in your "wonderland"
I just want to make you bleed like me
Everyday goes by without a second thought
Living in a perfect and controlled project
A puppet of their sick perversion's appetite
Will I be trapped inside this hell until I die?
So what if no one cares
Enough to make a change
I give my bleeding heart out for one reason
I will be your deadman
With nothing but this blood on my hands
Stuck in your "wonderland"
I want to make you bleed just like me
So make me your deadman
With only poison in my veins
Stuck in your "wonderland"
Stagnated by the passivity
I'm gonna make you bleed like me!
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sábado, 29 de octubre de 2011
miércoles, 26 de octubre de 2011
Ninja Stones
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I look at the person in front of me, without hiding my surprise. He's all wet because of the rain. I stared at him. His hair, his face, his deep eyes, his smile, his voice... How can I forget something like that?
- You've cut it - he says as greeting.
I been caught out of guard.
- Errr, yeah... What? - I blink, not sure what he means.
- Your hair. You've cut it. It surprises me a little - he says again. - It really suits you, though.
- I didn't see you for more than one year and that's all what you have to say? - he shrugs, and I can't do nothing but start laughing out loud. - Matt, that's so like you - I sigh. - C'mon. I'll give you a cookie.
He enters the room and walks through it to get to my bed. He flung himself down without say a damn word, just staring at me. Oh, no. I know what he wants just by looking at his eyes. I don't want to talk about anything like that, not now.
- Hey, Matt, maybe it's not the best time right now, 'kay?- I start, doubting a little. Can you stop looking at me like that, please? Yeah, thanks. - I'm really happy to see you, really, but...
- So, you're afraid after all - he interrupts me. I frown. Why is he smiling? - You look like a scared kitty, honey.
Yeah, whatever you say. I don’t care.
- Get out of my bed, dude.
He smirks.
- That wasn't what you said the last night we spent toge...
- Matt! - I yell at him.
- Just joking, just joking! - He pats the bed, still smiling. - C'mon, tell daddy what's wrong.
- That's incest, you pervert - I say while I sit next to him. - And you already know what's on my mind, don't you? Don't ask the evident.
- Soooorry - he rolls his eyes. - Well, If I have to say something about it... I understand you. I understand what are you thinking, I understand what you want to do, and I understand why are you scared... - I give him a warning glance. He coughs. - Don't look at me like that, you're scared, don't deny it - I growl at him. - So, I understand you, yeah - he repeats. - It's a stupid thing, though.
- I already know that, genius - I answer a bit rude, but still letting him hug me. He rests the chin on my head, closing his eyes.
- So? - he asks. - What're you going to do?
- I'm going there, of course - I whisper.
- You sounds really excited about it - he says sarcastically.
- Shut up - I punch his arm and he laughs.
- I really missed this - he says, holding my hand. - I mean it.
I look at him, in silence. I want to say how much I missed him but the words just don't come out right. He hugs me tighter. He smiles at me so damn sweet that I'm about to cry.
- Stop thinking so damn much - he says, playing with my hand. - Just do the things little by little, don't force yourself. Follow your own way, 'kay?
He kiss my neck, sweet but tempting. It tickles.
- My path is full of stones, you know? - I say, making a pout.
He starts playing with my hair, slowly, while letting another kiss on my shoulder. He seems like he's thinking about something.
- Ninja stones? - he finally ask.
I bite my lip with all my strenght, but I can't avoid to start laughing. In some ways, this guy is really awesome.
- Yeah, ninja stones. These timely friends - I said with a sigh. I close my eyes, smiling. A fake smile that I know it's going to hurt him. - Those are the worse, huh?
He kiss my head softly, but saying anything.
And for a moment, my fears are gone... But just for a moment.
I look at the person in front of me, without hiding my surprise. He's all wet because of the rain. I stared at him. His hair, his face, his deep eyes, his smile, his voice... How can I forget something like that?
- You've cut it - he says as greeting.
I been caught out of guard.
- Errr, yeah... What? - I blink, not sure what he means.
- Your hair. You've cut it. It surprises me a little - he says again. - It really suits you, though.
- I didn't see you for more than one year and that's all what you have to say? - he shrugs, and I can't do nothing but start laughing out loud. - Matt, that's so like you - I sigh. - C'mon. I'll give you a cookie.
He enters the room and walks through it to get to my bed. He flung himself down without say a damn word, just staring at me. Oh, no. I know what he wants just by looking at his eyes. I don't want to talk about anything like that, not now.
- Hey, Matt, maybe it's not the best time right now, 'kay?- I start, doubting a little. Can you stop looking at me like that, please? Yeah, thanks. - I'm really happy to see you, really, but...
- So, you're afraid after all - he interrupts me. I frown. Why is he smiling? - You look like a scared kitty, honey.
Yeah, whatever you say. I don’t care.
- Get out of my bed, dude.
He smirks.
- That wasn't what you said the last night we spent toge...
- Matt! - I yell at him.
- Just joking, just joking! - He pats the bed, still smiling. - C'mon, tell daddy what's wrong.
- That's incest, you pervert - I say while I sit next to him. - And you already know what's on my mind, don't you? Don't ask the evident.
- Soooorry - he rolls his eyes. - Well, If I have to say something about it... I understand you. I understand what are you thinking, I understand what you want to do, and I understand why are you scared... - I give him a warning glance. He coughs. - Don't look at me like that, you're scared, don't deny it - I growl at him. - So, I understand you, yeah - he repeats. - It's a stupid thing, though.
- I already know that, genius - I answer a bit rude, but still letting him hug me. He rests the chin on my head, closing his eyes.
- So? - he asks. - What're you going to do?
- I'm going there, of course - I whisper.
- You sounds really excited about it - he says sarcastically.
- Shut up - I punch his arm and he laughs.
- I really missed this - he says, holding my hand. - I mean it.
I look at him, in silence. I want to say how much I missed him but the words just don't come out right. He hugs me tighter. He smiles at me so damn sweet that I'm about to cry.
- Stop thinking so damn much - he says, playing with my hand. - Just do the things little by little, don't force yourself. Follow your own way, 'kay?
He kiss my neck, sweet but tempting. It tickles.
- My path is full of stones, you know? - I say, making a pout.
He starts playing with my hair, slowly, while letting another kiss on my shoulder. He seems like he's thinking about something.
- Ninja stones? - he finally ask.
I bite my lip with all my strenght, but I can't avoid to start laughing. In some ways, this guy is really awesome.
- Yeah, ninja stones. These timely friends - I said with a sigh. I close my eyes, smiling. A fake smile that I know it's going to hurt him. - Those are the worse, huh?
He kiss my head softly, but saying anything.
And for a moment, my fears are gone... But just for a moment.
Think about those stupid things makes you a stupid girl. Ya know?
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martes, 4 de octubre de 2011
One, two, three... Cross!
Woah, Sashiburi !!
Tras un par de días de fiebre y tener la garganta destrozada a más no poder - y aunque técnicamente sigo enferma, al menos hoy me tengo en pie (?) - me digno a dejarme caer por estos lares para hacer algo que debería haber hecho hace mínimo una semana....
¡Tachar cosas de la lista, babe!
Ganar el Grand Prize in Game Dev Story
Me siento orgullosa de mí misma como capitán de este barco llamado empresa de videojuegos, así como de mis compañeros y trabajadores que lo han dado todo para que estemos hoy aquí, recibiendo este premio por nuestra secuela Negai no Yume, segunda parte de la saga que comenzó con Tsuki No Yume... Arigato minna!
P.D: Y sí, lo he ganado tres veces más desde entonces, pero bleh, hay que echarle morro.
Pedir una pizza única y exclusivamente de pepperoni
¿Veis como brilla la grasa? Mola, ¿eh?
Aquí la prueba de que me la zampé, bien feliz, todo hay que decirlo.
Uh, que getoncio me gasto.
Hacer una espada de Lightning
Para todos aquellos genios que se hayan dado cuenta... Pues no, eso no es una espada, soy yo. Increible, pero cierto. El caso es que ya he guardado la espada y me da pereza así que mañana editaré y subire una foto guarrindonga. Pero bueno, tenemos una muestra de cómo a pesar de haber pintado la espada con fiebre, dolor de cabeza y de que se me haya reventado el bote de acrílica negra encima de ella justo al terminarla - no, lo gracioso es que lo digo en serio-, pues si eres una baka se puede seguir sonriendo (supongo que ayuda el hecho de que haya podido arreglarla, má o menos) sin importarte las pintas que lleves.
Edit: here is the photo ~!
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Edit: here is the photo ~!
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And that's all for today, darlings ~!
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