Sensei ...

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Uhh.... Well, this entry is for you sensei.

At this moment I can't do nothing better, really it's a little shit, I know; but the feelings are the same. Today, it's January 1st., you know? ¡¡It's your birthday!! Sorry, I supose that you know but it's funny to yell it. When I think about it, I want to smile; a big smile for you. And you are thinking, "well, then, why don't you smile?" And I, don't know what to answer you... But it's ok, I'm fine; really. Just... tomorrow will be an other difficult and strange day, where I am lost and hurt; a day where I shouldn't stay. But a day that is real.

Huh... what? Hey, I am writting in english, right? It's a point for me! Another day, when my mind is clear and my smiles are not so false, I'll write another entry for you. It's a promise.

And despite that I know you will not read this entry (and yeah, I know that you don't know about me, don't me remember it sensei, je); I am here, cause I couldn't forget a day like this. I just wanted to do it; and I did it. That it's all.

You are very important for me; I respect you and admire you. You are an example to follow for me; and the most important thing of all, simply: you are you.

Happy Birthday Oda-sensei, and happy new year too.

I hope that all of your dreams come true.

" I tell you what I sing, but I sing what the pirates tell... "

Otanjoubi omedeto gozaimasu, Oda-sensei.

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